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I should let go of you but you still have my laptop pen

hey zara!!! you should unfollow thegamingvie. also, I'm getting married to my online friend riddle_x_nott, and I've a book for it. I try not to think of you or anyone really because when I do, it hurts, and I cry. I wish I didn't care because I don't like being hurt, and I don't like crying. but I do care. and it does hurt. and I do cry. I love you, zara. I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I'm stuck. I don't know why I keep coming back to you. you were so naive. you've changed. i haven't. or maybe I have. yeah, I think I have. I'm taller now, anyway. 5'4. I'm not okay, and I'm aware of it. no matter what I do, I don't end up hating myself for it. i do stupid things that I think will be fun at the time, but they just end up hurting those around me, and I forget about it. but they don't. same with my words. I go through a phase, and I say stuff, and then everyone remembers it, and I barely barely do. but everyone is so two-faced here. anyways, you probably won't see this, but I hope ur doing better and i still love you for some reason xo
          

Hiiiii

Can you go on this app more? And if you'd like to know how I've been you can always look at my message board on my profile, I post daily <3

Girl did you delete the conversation? Bc I can't reply to ur messages. U can post on my profile if u like. And happy Christmas eve eve to you too. I don't know whether I'm happy or not. I don't really think about myself. But when I do I cry. That's not good. I just live in fictional worlds which is fine. No it's not. I'll be okay. Someday. I hope ur better. Don't worry about me. I love you so so so much Zara and I hope you have a wonderful merry Christmas <3333333