Hi! I just wanted to come on here and tell you guys why I haven't been posting much. I'm not going to tell you everything since it is my life and it is personal so it might not seem like a lot but it is.
So since like a year or 2 ago I've had this head jerking thing that was little and only happened when something triggered me (I had little things before that) But recently it's changed into more and it's getting harder to write because it reminds me of it and makes me a bit mad. I've had this thing where I flip myself off in the mirror, my body goes into an earthquake type stare for a few seconds, my face does like face expressions and moves weirdly, and I like most throw/let go of my phone so it's not the best when writing.
Also, I've been dealing with fake friends, fights, panic attacks, crying for no reason, break up with someone I once really liked, and worse of all...$h. I'm really ashamed of myself and it's hard to even pot this right now but just know this is why I've been inactive in everything and I've only post like once in the past month of two.