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I feel so heartbroken. Being a Zayn girl, it feels as if a piece of my heart is just missing. I'm crying writing this. I'm so shocked. I'm fucking speechless right now. I can't believe this, I really can't. It's a massive shock. I've supported all of them since the beginning and knowing that Zayn's left the band just makes me so emotional right now. I don't want to do anything right now. I just want to rot in a hole. I love Zayn, no matter what, I will always love him. Nothing is going to change that. He knew that concert was his last one, the boys knew, except us. We were clueless. He couldn't handle the fame and I totally support him on that. I will never go against him. I respect his decisions. I love you Zayn, always. xx