Zaynsmolly

@h_griffith11 I can't wait for you and lil to come and get some real practise time!!!

Zaynsmolly

hi everyone! Can someone please explain 'love' to me.. I here so much about people my age or older (14-16) than me saying they have met the one... I just don't know. That may be because I am a loner and haven't dated ANYONE EVER not even stupid little flings like in 4-6th grade... I mean ever. It makes me sad but hey I need to live my life and have fun while I can!!! If I meet someone whiles having fun somewhere then yay but other than that.. I need to focus on living free. It's not that I don't want to meet someone I really REALLY do but it seems like nobody is interested in me.. Or my type that is.. I am a curvy gurl.. Ya know big butt HUGE boobs. Well everyone I know that has a boyfriend are super models!!! Not literally but they are perfectly skinny and perfectly PERFECT!!!  And that leaves people like me considered a joke to EVERYONE ELSE!! I get laughed at everyday because if how I look. Some people (you know who you are!!) that I used to be best friends with are now popular and act like I am a virus when I talk to them!! Even me mum is telling me to "act different around them and cover up more so you look skinny" or "you should put makeup on.. People like that more" I mean who says that ?! But when I finally tell her I actually think I like someone she gets so happy.. Then she finds out that he is 7 years older than me.. Now if you know anything about me you know that person is in fact niall horan.. And some people that are reading this are probably laughing so hard because I have no chance with him at all but he has stole my heart... I say age means nothing.. If you are mature that's all that matters!! Anyway the point I all that crap is that I am very lonely and have nobody that cares... Lol goodnight