Chi

I realize now 
          That I left something,
          No I left someone,
          I left you.
          On the street,
          A highway
          In the dead middle of the night
          When silence becomes a bothersome noise
          That makes you want to scream in loneliness,
          Or fear.
          I left you
          Because I was scared
          And sometimes it’s hard to talk someone off a bridge
          When you just want to jump off the bridge with them,
          Together
          Thinking that they will extinguish your fears.
          Somehow I just know
          That the second before my body crumbled to the Earth,
          I would regret it all.
          I didn’t know how to talk us both off the bridge,
          So I was selfish
          And I tried talking myself off the bridge alone.
          It didn’t work out,
          Because now I don’t have you
          And now there is an empty space 
          That I can only blame myself for.
          I’m sorry doesn’t cut it,
          But I have yet to make a word or think of one
          That is filled with more meaning than
          I’m sorry.

Hi. Wow Wattpad is as glitchy as ever, won't let me say hi.

@77Dragonflame77 Well that sucks! Do you know if there's going to be anything to replace it? And thanks, haha (:

You read my poem and commented on it and you said you liked it... I thought you might like my short story 'Yours always, Lena'.
          
          Its a really sad story of a girl who has lost her mother.. :(
          hOpE yOu ChEcK iT oUt :)

@Varruni no problem! I enjoyed it (:

Thanks for voting and reading my poem 'Image' Means a lot. :) 

@PerfectlyUnperfect7 Block. Like a prison. O.O

YOU POSTED MORE POEMS. Yay. Something to do tomorrow in second block. 

@PerfectlyUnperfect7 Follow the line through the dreams and disasters.

Your bottle's almost empty
           You know this can't go on
           Because of you 
          My mind is always racing
          
          The needles' breaking your skin 
          The scar is sinking in 
          And now your trip begins 
          But it's all over for, it's all over
          
          For you, for you 
          When you're on the edge and falling off 
          It's all over for you, for you 
          When you're on the edge and falling off It's all over
          I know what runs through your blood
          You do this all in vain 
          Because of you 
          My mind is always racing