Black widow

Today is my birthday y'all!  I may put new parts on my book today as a treat. 

Typically this wouldn't be the first thing i would post but I think its needed. 2 days ago I started to pass a kidney stone at the age of 21. I'm in pain still just a little bit and now dealing with puking. I can't tell if I'm almost done with this. I keep being pestered by my own work mates and my own manager about why I'm not going to work or if I'm going to work when they know I've been to the er. I'm tired of the insecuritie and the way my work is but can't quit because I can't get another job.