I think only followers can see this, but I just have to let you know the reason for my slow updates or rather the lack of them. Back when I started this, I was working my first job, and I was definitely more motivated to write stuff. Then I got laid off which honestly wasn't a surprise at the place I worked at, but it still hit me as hard because of the effort I had put into it. In real life, I have very bad anxiety. I'm not diagnosed with anything (mainly because I don't go to the doctors) so I'm just calling it what I think it is. Regardless, I really believed I was doing a great job until that point. I was disappointed in myself because of it, and I just couldn't really find my determination again. A lot of other things happened in between, and it just piled up into a pretty dirty pit. I finally got another job and it's also another reason why I'm not posting. I work early in the morning and with all the new stuff I'm learning for this job, I can't really get into the mode to write stuff (Yes, I have a writing mode. It's pretty cool.) Currently, I'm still stuck on "Proposition" which is the upcoming chapter and if anyone actually reads my other story, I'm putting it on hold for a bit. Although there isn't many of you, I still appreciate you all and it still makes me all giddy when I know you guys enjoy reading my story (I see y'all's bookmarks and votes). So, thanks, really.