ZenithBell

hey guys! Thanks for reading, sorry i've been mia, check it out for cute and innocent https://www.wattpad.com/story/125916073

You made the mistake to look in my eyes. I just hope not to fall for yours. 

Poison like yours is addicting. It numbs the pain, for a bit. What hurts is when it wears off. It's what keeps bringing me back. 

F**k

And then there was you who proved my addiction was too painfully true

I hate myself. Genuinly hate myself. 

Fuck my life. Just fuck it all. Kill me now. I'm done with my life. I'm so done with this shit. I don't know how to do this anymore. I'm done. Done done done done done. Sometimes I just have the urge to... be done

I so badly want to hate you. just rip you out of my mind and heart and be done with it. Why did you come back? just leave me alone already

Okay, lets be honest here. 
          people are entitled. Has NOTHING to to with when you were born! But if I am trying to resolve YOUR problem and I am working with what I CAN DO please breathe, suck it up, realize I am not a god and handle your shit better! People don't realize that this nice little persona is a dynamite filled cavern ready to take everyone down. Thankfully, that has not happened. If it does, everyone is screwed.

I'm fuming. Why does she make me so God damn mad!? I get it, but my mess wasn't even a third of that