ZenithCortago

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This is so depressing, why do i fall back onto old habits and people whom gotten me this way. I'm so used to seeing love tear away from me and others, even if it's just your faults as well.
          	
          	Idk, i just want to put this out here to get better i guess.
          	
          	Some people that I've met in the past that did me wrong or i did them wrong i keep very close to me even if they dont, i still follow. Some days i still feel like a ghost even a terrible friend. I Don't know why i deserve this feeling, besides me clinging onto it like an apple on a tree.
          	
          	It's pathetic to me that i still love the ones I've lost that were either close to me and helping or the ones who treat me like shit and stay in my head all day and night.
          	
          	Why, i ask myself, why do i still believe that their is still hope at the end of this trip it all goes away. I still hate it here, i also want to leave school and join something that uses my skills to the better use for the world.

ZenithCortago

this message may be offensive 
This is so depressing, why do i fall back onto old habits and people whom gotten me this way. I'm so used to seeing love tear away from me and others, even if it's just your faults as well.
          
          Idk, i just want to put this out here to get better i guess.
          
          Some people that I've met in the past that did me wrong or i did them wrong i keep very close to me even if they dont, i still follow. Some days i still feel like a ghost even a terrible friend. I Don't know why i deserve this feeling, besides me clinging onto it like an apple on a tree.
          
          It's pathetic to me that i still love the ones I've lost that were either close to me and helping or the ones who treat me like shit and stay in my head all day and night.
          
          Why, i ask myself, why do i still believe that their is still hope at the end of this trip it all goes away. I still hate it here, i also want to leave school and join something that uses my skills to the better use for the world.