my childhood trauma was not having friends in elementary school and everyone thinking im weird and its affected me pretty badly growing up. now if my friends dont answer me pretty quickly or dont react to anything i send i get really anxious and sad thinking that they dont like me anymore and theyre sick and tired of me and it makes me feel really bad about myself which sucks because i know my friends love me and care but at the same time they dont and that im all alone and dont have anyone to talk to. its unfair to them because i know they have lives too and have stuff to do but at the moment it feels like theyre abandoning me
so rbg passed and my rights are most definitely gonna be taken away. i dont think im gonna be happy for a while; everything looks so dark and bleak. the stories i was working on will be pushed back indefinitely because i dont think i can be in the right headspace rn