Diamond Royalty

So um someone kill me im so done with everything

okay so he led me on, he just started dating someone and im a mess.

MY CAMERA JUST DIED AGAIN IN THE MIDDLE OF MY VIDEO FUCKING SHOOT ME

OKAY I FOUND SOME IN M CAMERA BAG

I also just tried to record a video for youtube and GUESS TF WHAT MY CAMERA IS DEAD AND IM IN UNDERWEAR AND DONT FEEL LIKE GETTING BATTERIES UGHH

So um...I've known this guy for my whole life basically. He's my brother's best friend, he's always over and I mean always. So we recently cuddled and spooned and I'm scared. We kissed twice, they were my first. But I'm scared to get hurt. I'm in love with my brother's best friend. Send help!