Zeus The Trashcan

hi, its been awhile since i have posted. i dont have many followers and nobody will probably care about this post but i looked back at my old posts tonight and it really made me think. ive come a long way in the past few months. 2019 was a rough year and while 2020 is shaping up to be even worse in some ways. im actually doing better than ive been doing mentally since i was 12 or 13 and i am really fucking happy about this

MCR IS BACK BICHES

and I oop

Why am I such an idiot, I let my feelings  take over my thoughts again and now I'm even more depressed than I was before. There is no end to this. 

its officially big sad boy hours for me right now...

my emotions are trying to rape mw

When I was your man by Bruno Mars is so good it hits way different now that im older like now I know and feel the meaning. 

Do you ever just reach a new low and think this is it this is how sad a person gets and this is my new normal from now on? Because I'm there and yet I still find a way to hit a whole new low point every fucking time. Fuck my life

idk why my emotions are such a Rollercoaster because my posts on here are either depressing as fuck or overly happy

I'm thinking of doing something that I haven't done in a year. I'm finally gonna ask my crush if he wants to go to the homecoming game with me. I'm so damn shook thinking about it though.