discontinued account

I am gone for a week and this what happens don't worry I still care

my last messsage for today. im sorry for all the things i said. and i actually dont belong here. its my fault that i lost a friend. i lost 3 friends now and i know u might be thinking that im just blaming myself about losing a friend. no. im just a messed up child, u know? i did ALOT of wrong things in the past. im in an actual depression, causing me to think i should kill myself when i get older, not get a new life and just starve to death when i grow up. i always FAKE a smile to mom, dad, and my family. i lie, ignore and just.. do something wrong. im sorry if this brings back your bad memories. and sarah, if u see this. im sorry. im so sorry about leaving you. so.. ill just have my cousin, jay to create his own wattpad account and dont think im playing jay, jay or jason types like me. but different yea. and he will keep an eye on me and type stuff on whats his doing, how i am, what im doing, whats his status, what i am feeling. and stuff. dont worry. ill live longer. i just wish my depression passes. well, this is my last goodbye.

I DONT CARE IF MY COMMENTS R OFFENSIVE ANYMORE.

I DONT CARE IF IM THE ONE TO BLAME. U KNOW, I AM THE ONE TO BLAME. ITS BECAUSE I LEFT HER AND IT WAS TOO LATE TO SAY SORRY TO HER. YAY, I JUST LOVE TO CRY TO SLEEP, NEVER GO TO SCHOOL, AND JUST CRY ABOUT LOSING A FRIEND. THATS GREAT. IF U SEE THIS SARAH, DONT U  FUCKING DARE SAY UR THE ONE TO BLAME!!!!!

NO ONE WILL CARE ABOUT THIS COMMENTS!I TOLD U! JUST WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!??

WHY ISNT SARAH UNFOLLOWING ME?! HUH?! SHE DOESNT CARE ABOUT ME ANYMORE!! WHY ISNT SHE UNFOLLOWING????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY?! TELL ME WHY, SARAH. U KNOW I FEELS "GOOD" TO LOSE A FRIEND, U KNOW!

NO ONE CARES THAT MY OC BRO COMMITTED SUICIDE. YAY. THATS GOOD, I LOST ANOTHER FRIEND TOO. ITS GOOD RIGHT?!! IT IS!! NO ONE WILL CARE ABOUT THIS COMMENT. BECAUSE I HAVE NO ONE TO BE MY FRIEND. IM HAPPY TO BE ALONE.

yay. my oc bro commited suicide *sob* thats g-..great!! THATS FREAKING RIGHT I LOVE TO BE ALONE. U KNOW WAT, I JUST LOST ANOTHER FRIEND. THAT SOUNDS GOOD, RIGHT?!! IT DOES!!

So u created a account with Ur brother