I can't... I can't stop it... I can't stop killing people! But I want to stop this sh*tty habit! I don't want to keep living in the shadows! I don't wanna run away anymore! I wanna be normal like everyone else! I wanna live normally! But... How can I stop this mess?  The damage has already done... I don't think-no! There's gotta be a way! But... What way? I... I don't know... I can't think any way out of this mess! But I don't wanna live like this forever! Can... Someone help me... Huh? Where am I? It's dark in here... Am I in jail again? No, this can't be happening! I need to get outta here quick! Oh, I see a light in there! Whoa... This place is so beautiful! The nature is beautiful! Ah, I'm thirsty... Imma drink water to that beautiful glimmering river... What the-Is that me?! No way! What in the world going on here...