ZiallHeroes

Goodbye

I really wanna delete this account haha, maybe I should

I feel so much lighter.... Aahhhh this is how it feels to finally move on hahahaha

Hello, Z! How are you doing? I changed my profile pic but I hope you still recognized my username - A

I've come up with some pretty wild theories about things. It was so wild, in fact, that I’m kinda scared people might come after me if I ever put them in a journal haha

I just took a personality test today (for work purpose) and got ENFJ-A. I used to think I was an INFJ or even an ISTP hahaha, but they said those might just be my shadow traits.  No wonder I acted exactly like ENFJ-A (sometimes introverted too) and just realised it now hahaha

Tu hai kahan? 

The world is such a cruel place, a manipulative one. Using the good ones to make the world looks better while the bad ones keep destroying the world. You are among the good ones, yet the bad ones keep pulling you and trapped you even scapegoated you to look like you're among the bad ones. Real people who understand and see you and read you even interacted with you will know who you truly are. Someone saw you, understand you and they tried to set you free by trying to make the world rewrite the history of you. That was their way to prove their love to you and to show you how you are so loved. They may have failed or the world may failed them, failed you. But that someone already tried their best for you, in hope for you to see their effort. That's the least they could do for you, in the name of love.

Kneeling before you and holding my bleeding heart toward you,
          
           "Take it. Crush it. Burn it, if you wish. It's yours. It's not mine anymore. It beats your name — and always will".

When the realisation hit hard, damn what a shame *nervous laugh* what a shame