ZiallHeroes

I've decided now I'm gonna wait for you, even if you won't ever come back again, it's okay. I still very much love you. Please be happy and pursue your dream and focus on yourself first. Your happiness is everything to me. I'm sorry for still loving you. Te amo mucho mi amor, mi viva x

ZiallHeroes

I know how it feels now if someone doesn't love anymore. I guess that's what you feel toward me. You know perhaps I won't message you much anymore and those messages above were just me showing how weak I am hahaha. Well sometimes I think that maybe you don't need to come back or doing anything at all about these messages. I'm not ready to face your wrath hahaha no I just I know your feeling for me has long gone so that's why. Anyway happy new year 2025! I hope everything you wanna achieve will be achieved this year along with achievements that haven't achieved in 2024, all will be achieved in this year as well. Lots of love and good luck from me
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ZiallHeroes

I haven't been thinking about you lately well I did try not to and a bit succeed but last night was different, I had dream about you again, Aru. You were there all the time in that dream, but I was scared to even said hi to you. I was so scared of disturbing you and your personal space. By the way, ou looked as beautiful as ever. But in the end, I greeted you and I asked you if I can hug you. You said yes so we hugged. Guess that's what I've been wanted to do lately, hugging you. You looked fine and good at all so hopefully everything is alright. Take care yeah and my pray is always with you
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ZiallHeroes

I'm confused now. Some people said that I shouldn't have chasing you like this or show you what I feel or being vulnerable because you'll feel like I'm devalued or something bad because  chasing is bad, you feel annoyed even harassed by me. But if I don't show you that I still love you by sending texts like this or something, you'll never know that I still want you back. I mean all of these just for you to know that I still love you and want you but people say you'll never coming back though like I shouldn't have been hoping for it. They said it was a very long time ago and what would I expect from you that you'll change your mind or something? I said yeah maybe. They said they doubt it really. I was just silent, never argue back anymore. One part of me wants to agree but other part is still faithful. Maybe I should have stopped then? What do you think? Doing it for you so I won't disturb you. I'm sorry I forgot not to disturb you, sometimes my feelings got the best of me. I'm so sorry about all of these
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ZiallHeroes

I've decided now I'm gonna wait for you, even if you won't ever come back again, it's okay. I still very much love you. Please be happy and pursue your dream and focus on yourself first. Your happiness is everything to me. I'm sorry for still loving you. Te amo mucho mi amor, mi viva x

ZiallHeroes

I know how it feels now if someone doesn't love anymore. I guess that's what you feel toward me. You know perhaps I won't message you much anymore and those messages above were just me showing how weak I am hahaha. Well sometimes I think that maybe you don't need to come back or doing anything at all about these messages. I'm not ready to face your wrath hahaha no I just I know your feeling for me has long gone so that's why. Anyway happy new year 2025! I hope everything you wanna achieve will be achieved this year along with achievements that haven't achieved in 2024, all will be achieved in this year as well. Lots of love and good luck from me
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ZiallHeroes

I haven't been thinking about you lately well I did try not to and a bit succeed but last night was different, I had dream about you again, Aru. You were there all the time in that dream, but I was scared to even said hi to you. I was so scared of disturbing you and your personal space. By the way, ou looked as beautiful as ever. But in the end, I greeted you and I asked you if I can hug you. You said yes so we hugged. Guess that's what I've been wanted to do lately, hugging you. You looked fine and good at all so hopefully everything is alright. Take care yeah and my pray is always with you
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ZiallHeroes

I'm confused now. Some people said that I shouldn't have chasing you like this or show you what I feel or being vulnerable because you'll feel like I'm devalued or something bad because  chasing is bad, you feel annoyed even harassed by me. But if I don't show you that I still love you by sending texts like this or something, you'll never know that I still want you back. I mean all of these just for you to know that I still love you and want you but people say you'll never coming back though like I shouldn't have been hoping for it. They said it was a very long time ago and what would I expect from you that you'll change your mind or something? I said yeah maybe. They said they doubt it really. I was just silent, never argue back anymore. One part of me wants to agree but other part is still faithful. Maybe I should have stopped then? What do you think? Doing it for you so I won't disturb you. I'm sorry I forgot not to disturb you, sometimes my feelings got the best of me. I'm so sorry about all of these
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ZiallHeroes

Alright I finally finished reading another book by Freida McFadden 'The Teacher' and oh boy I love the plot twist in that book but some parts may trigger some of you, trynna give you a head up here haha. But after all I enjoyed and love that book. Way better than 'The Housemaid is Watching'. So I believe you guys will love that book and enjoy reading it!

ZiallHeroes

First of all, I kinda disappointed in McFadden's newest book "The Housemaid is Watching" because the plot ain't really giving me much suspense feelings and the ending was like not bad but not good either. The main character Millie was a bit weak as a main character in this book, in my opinion. In the other hand, Ruth Ware's newest book "One Perfect Couple" was still good although I kinda hoped for more twist in the end as usual but not much in this book, unfortunately but after all I still like them both. You may have different opinion than me but hope you all enjoy reading those books!

ZiallHeroes

Books by Ruth Ware and Freidda McFadden are my favourites so far but the latest book by Freida McFadden kinda disappoint me but that's okay because I still reading Ruth Ware's new book 'One Perfect Couple', hoping for it to be great. The Turn of The Key by Ruth Ware and The Housemaid by Freida McFadden are 2 books that pulled me into this genre. See ya in yer books!