ZimrahTheWatcher

Joining an existing polycule as a platonic partner is so funny. I'll see my partner hanging out with their partners and I'm just there like "I'm here too! :D"
          	Permanent 3rd wheel lol
          	
          	(I'm perfectly happy with this arrangement, just genuinely makes me laugh a bit)

ZimrahTheWatcher

Joining an existing polycule as a platonic partner is so funny. I'll see my partner hanging out with their partners and I'm just there like "I'm here too! :D"
          Permanent 3rd wheel lol
          
          (I'm perfectly happy with this arrangement, just genuinely makes me laugh a bit)

ZimrahTheWatcher

Haha the scapegoat I created in middle school as a personification of my intrusive thoughts/anger issues might actually be real and in my head 
          
          (Last week she suddenly started yelling at me in my head, first time I've even thought of her in years, and I lost control of my hand it felt like she was using it to write and when I tried to write "you aren't real" I immediately got a headache and started feeling dizzy aaaaaaaaaahhhhh-)

ZimrahTheWatcher

We good now, I made a deal with her.
            (I design a face/appearance for her, since she doesn't have one, and she stops yelling at me and trying to get me to break things)
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ZimrahTheWatcher

I feel like I'm going insane help ;-;
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ZimrahTheWatcher

LET'S FREAKING GOOOOO GUESS WHO WAS ABLE TO FORCE THEMSELVES TO SHOWER? THAT'S RIGHT THIS GUY! I GOT MYSELF 3 IN 1 MINECRAFT APPLE SHAMPOO AND I WAS ACTUALLY ABLE TO SHOWER WITHOUT MY EXECUTIVE DYSFUNCTION AND INABILITY TO BE ALONE WITH MY THOUGHTS STOPPING ME!!!!! LET'S GOOOOOOOOO!!!

ZimrahTheWatcher

I've started dabbling in witchcraft recently (I've always been drawn to it) and I wish I had a coven (or like, at least some witch friends) so bad  
          I'd go looking for one, but my parents are uber religious and would freak out if I tried to find one irl, and I'm scared ppl online will yell at me bc the way i do spells is very "follow your heart, do what feels right"  ;-;
          As an example of what I'm talking about, I made a spell jar today for good luck and happiness, and I literally went outside and picked some plants from my yard/garden, just picking what felt right for my intentions (for anyone curious, I added a four-leaf clover, some dandelion petals, a few grass seeds, a small flower, and some flocks.) And so far I haven't exploded and died so I know it's not horrible and I'm just following what feels right but I'm paranoid that if I share this anywhere besides here (the ppl I know here are p chill and significantly less scary,) there's gonna be at least one person calling me a fraud or an idiot  

ZimrahTheWatcher

How am I supposed to get over my fictional crush when they're attached to one of my hyperfixations?! I'm trying to get my shiny charm in Arceus but Roserade reminds me of him and I watch almost exclusively pokemon videos so I keep seeing pokemon that remind me of him