ZimrahTheWatcher

uhhh general life update ig
          	So turns out I'm a system. OSDD most likely, waiting on official diagnosis.
          	I also continue to thrive with my platonic partner. Lots of drama, tho, but we've been handling it ok.
          	Mental health actually improving (shocking, I know,) getting back into writing and drawing.
          	Uhhh. Idk. Feel free to ask questions ig, idrk.

ZimrahTheWatcher

uhhh general life update ig
          So turns out I'm a system. OSDD most likely, waiting on official diagnosis.
          I also continue to thrive with my platonic partner. Lots of drama, tho, but we've been handling it ok.
          Mental health actually improving (shocking, I know,) getting back into writing and drawing.
          Uhhh. Idk. Feel free to ask questions ig, idrk.

ZimrahTheWatcher

Joining an existing polycule as a platonic partner is so funny. I'll see my partner hanging out with their partners and I'm just there like "I'm here too! :D"
          Permanent 3rd wheel lol
          
          (I'm perfectly happy with this arrangement, just genuinely makes me laugh a bit)

ZimrahTheWatcher

Haha the scapegoat I created in middle school as a personification of my intrusive thoughts/anger issues might actually be real and in my head 
          
          (Last week she suddenly started yelling at me in my head, first time I've even thought of her in years, and I lost control of my hand it felt like she was using it to write and when I tried to write "you aren't real" I immediately got a headache and started feeling dizzy aaaaaaaaaahhhhh-)

ZimrahTheWatcher

We good now, I made a deal with her.
            (I design a face/appearance for her, since she doesn't have one, and she stops yelling at me and trying to get me to break things)
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ZimrahTheWatcher

I feel like I'm going insane help ;-;
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ZimrahTheWatcher

LET'S FREAKING GOOOOO GUESS WHO WAS ABLE TO FORCE THEMSELVES TO SHOWER? THAT'S RIGHT THIS GUY! I GOT MYSELF 3 IN 1 MINECRAFT APPLE SHAMPOO AND I WAS ACTUALLY ABLE TO SHOWER WITHOUT MY EXECUTIVE DYSFUNCTION AND INABILITY TO BE ALONE WITH MY THOUGHTS STOPPING ME!!!!! LET'S GOOOOOOOOO!!!

ZimrahTheWatcher

How am I supposed to get over my fictional crush when they're attached to one of my hyperfixations?! I'm trying to get my shiny charm in Arceus but Roserade reminds me of him and I watch almost exclusively pokemon videos so I keep seeing pokemon that remind me of him