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@Zo_Vienna what a fucking loser

(also wtf, i was a lovesick dumbass before HAHAHWHAHAHA goshh what a year)

--i've basically made this account my journal lmaoo. id actually rather talk here instead of writing this on my notes or an actual journal. idk just the thought of someone out there finding this account and read whatever's going on with my life, is much more comforting than keeping this all to myself i mean i do have my friends but it's kinda of refreshing, expressing my thoughts and feeling to random strangers on the internet (no offense to my friends i love them sm) 
            
            but yeahh that's basically all ive been up to these past few months. and i'll be back next year(maybe) babyeee

so uhm quick update - im just about to enter my last year of highschool (yeyy) and i've just been rotting in my bed the whole summer which sucks but whatever lol. 
            
            and you know about the girl i've been talking to for over a year.. yeah uhmm we ended things less than a month ago so my mental health has not been sooo great hahaha ;; but there's not much i can do about it since she's in another country and non of our parents know about our relationship. (my parents atleast, idk if her parents know) well it's my fault anyways, i've been so distant towards her and i feel bad because she's still trying to communicate with me despite our different time zones but all i give her are dry responses. i honestly don't know what's wrong with me. i feel like a shitty person. i only think about myself and don't care about how people around me feels. i still love her, i really do but, i just think i should focus on myself for now. im already not doing well mentally and i don't want her to deal with my problems 
            
            soooo yeahh sorry bout that. i basically made this account into my journal lol but i doubt that anybody will see this since idk if anyone is still active. but that's all for now. i'll see you guys maybe next year lol bye

@Zo_Vienna update: we broke up hahahaha ;((

i was just about to go to sleep then i randomly remembered this account *-*
            
            quick life update: this week is jammed packed with school works and at the same time i feel sick so i honestly wanna kms rn. school is not great, they literally give us a years worth of assignments/activities like it's the end of the world. like what do they expect from us? like we're a bunch of robots?? (i honestly feel like they're trying to kill us)
            
            but anywayyss, im doing well mentally (i hope so) and the girl i was talking to for almost a year, moved to another country, which really *really* sucks but, we still talk everyday and i regret not spending more time with her. (we only went on 1 date  and it was 2 days before she moved)  but anyways, i love her so so muchh i honestly cannot imagine my life with anyone other then her. 
            
            andd there's not much else that happened to my life other than that sooo yeahh

Im seriously tearing up omfg

@Zo_Vienna  ohh and im a lesbian now soo, HAPI PRIDE MONTH GUYSS :DD

@Zo_Vienna anyways see u guys in like, a year probably :`D

@Zo_Vienna it has been way to long and im losing my english skillz ;(

@Zo_Vienna lmaoo same

@Zo_Vienna  like what the fuck was i reading

Hahahah im cringing at my old reading lists dude

@Zo_Vienna ikr bro