it’s been a year daddy. i really really miss you. mommy says you’re safe now. in a beautiful place called heaven. we had your favourite dinner tonight. i ate it all up. even though i don’t like carrots. i learned to swim this summer. i can even open my eyes while i’m under water. i started kindergarten this year. i carry a picture of us in my blue's clues lunchbox. you are the greatest daddy. i can swing on the swing by myself. even tho i miss you pushing. i miss how you used to tickle me. tickle my belly. my belly hurts. i try not to cry. mommy says it’s ok. i know you don’t like it when i cry. you never wanted me to be sad. i try, daddy, but it hurts. is it true you’re not coming home? maybe someday i can visit you in heaven, okay? its time for me to go bed now. i sleep with the light on. just in case you come home and kiss me good night i love you so much. i miss you, daddy.
