Zokogo

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An small vent out 
          	
          	I need an friend 
          	I always don't talk at the internet because of my insecurities created by my grandma and mom
          	I had a tough shell on my mind all the time but now this shell it's just slowing me down
          	I had created this Damned shell the moment mom and grandma started arguing out loud My heart always just backed down then I was young but now I just feel numb to all of this
          	At the start I wanted to protect my siblings from this but the numbness just grows and grows to the point that I can't even care about whats happens to them sure I have an moments of Care but it's so small and short
          	I'm always at high alert because of loud noises or whatever happens at the house
          	Always trying to comfort mom and grandma so they don't fight against each other but it's so hard
          	I really don't see an future for me here and I already have an day set to D1e anyway 
          	My mind is fucked by so many ways 
          	I always imagine an place or situation where I was talking to someone venting out
          	I can't even escape with the game way because I have an attention spen of a hamters and my phone is too whack it's can't download anything
          	I don't have school because of personal problems and it's going take an long time to go again if I even get the chance to go
          	I have an large amount of special needs that is disgusting
          	I'm done with everything and everyone while trying to be positive to the people at the internet because I don't want to them to waste the miracle they have
          	I hate people who's waste anything

Zokogo

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An small vent out 
          
          I need an friend 
          I always don't talk at the internet because of my insecurities created by my grandma and mom
          I had a tough shell on my mind all the time but now this shell it's just slowing me down
          I had created this Damned shell the moment mom and grandma started arguing out loud My heart always just backed down then I was young but now I just feel numb to all of this
          At the start I wanted to protect my siblings from this but the numbness just grows and grows to the point that I can't even care about whats happens to them sure I have an moments of Care but it's so small and short
          I'm always at high alert because of loud noises or whatever happens at the house
          Always trying to comfort mom and grandma so they don't fight against each other but it's so hard
          I really don't see an future for me here and I already have an day set to D1e anyway 
          My mind is fucked by so many ways 
          I always imagine an place or situation where I was talking to someone venting out
          I can't even escape with the game way because I have an attention spen of a hamters and my phone is too whack it's can't download anything
          I don't have school because of personal problems and it's going take an long time to go again if I even get the chance to go
          I have an large amount of special needs that is disgusting
          I'm done with everything and everyone while trying to be positive to the people at the internet because I don't want to them to waste the miracle they have
          I hate people who's waste anything