@loraenn hey I found your account and pls don't ignore this I just thought u needed me out of ur life for a bit and I wanna say I'm sorry ik I shouldn't he texting u ik I'm at fault ik I've lied ever since and u just kept shut pls don't ignore this I'm sorry pls I just wanna talk okay melisa I didn't forget uu I said I'll text u this month on may after the all incident pls don't hate me I'm sorry pls melisa I'm a bish I just wanna talk to u at least one more time yk pls I’m really sorry. Not just a simple “sorry,” but truly sorry for how immature I was and the way I treated you. Looking back, I can see the things I did wrong, the way I acted, and how I probably made you feel and it honestly hurts me knowing I caused you that kind of pain. You didn’t deserve that version of me.
I hate that I let my immaturity ruin something that actually meant a lot to me. Because the truth is… I still remember you. Not just as a memory, but as someone who genuinely mattered in my life. You weren’t just anyone to me, and you still aren’t.
I’m not texting you to pressure you or make things uncomfortable. I just needed you to know that I’ve changed, or at least I’m trying to. I’ve been working on myself and realizing my mistakes, and you’re a big part of what made me open my eyes.
If you ever feel like talking… even just a little… I’d really appreciate it. But if you don’t want to, I understand. I just hope you can forgive me someday, even if it’s from a distance.
I’m sorry, Melisa. Truly.
