Kawaii Otaku

Hello!! It's been a while
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/24795677

And please read the messages on my conversation board

Hey wattpad... I hope you all have a amazing week and make sure to follow Phantomhive_Butler ok? Even if she is not here with us I care deeply for her and she didn't deserve to die but not all of us can be that lucky huh? She deserved to live not die. She helped me through my depression yet she couldn't fix hers. She tried to mask all of her pain with humor or fake smiles. She always helped others but not herself. She hated herself. She thought she was a selfish and shitty bitch. Oh how wrong she was. I have people I care for deeply here on wattpad including her. I'm gonna miss her a lot. I care for people on wattpad I haven't even met in person. But have an amazing weekend

Hey guys! I might not be posting for a bit because someone that I cared for deeply passed away recently... I already blamed myself and I blame myself more... I feel like I keep on falling deeper and deeper into depression... I feel like no one cares... I feel like they only pity me... I feel like I have no purpose on this earth... I just feel... useless... I feel like everyone is always talking behind my balk but I try to hide it with a smile... I feel sad... I'm disgusting... My face is ugly... or so I've been told... I used to have horrible friends and I can't get their words out of my head... I don't need pity I need someone to talk to... the person that died helped me not die... but she felt she had no purpose and she hated herself like I hate myself... I have anxiety and depression if you couldn't already tell... since yeah... peace out o guess I might take a while to update though sorry...

@ZombieAlicorn thanks for following me!

@raestel and BTW the i is a Y in my name

@raestel mkay!

Thanks for the follow! I'm curious to know what made you decide to follow me? @,@

// dON'T TAKE THIS WEIRDLY BUT I READ SOME OF YOUR COMMENTS AND STUFF AND YOU SEEM REALLY COOL DO YOU WANNA BE FRIENDS?? 

I HAVE FOUND YOU