M doesn't feel good with me anymore, i do understand It and it's all my fault, everything's destroyed. I can no longer repair what i've done. I hate myself for It. I wanna see her smile again. I wanna see her happy again. I wanna see her feel good or comfortable with me. Atleast.. now She has someone to talk, and maybe, funnier and etc. I hope she'll be happy when im dead, i'll protect her, like she did with me.