ZoyaAhmed446
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Thank you to everyone who reached out to me.
I know I disappeared from this platform for years. And now that I’ve returned, I’ve chosen to unpublish all my previous stories—not because they were bad, but because I no longer feel a spark for them. The passion I once had has faded.
Lately, I find myself floating between boredom and uncertainty. Life feels... unsettled. Some days I wonder if I even want to share stories at all. But somehow, I always find myself writing again—and almost always with Jin at the center.
Maybe it’s because storytelling has become my quiet escape. A world I can control when real life feels too heavy to navigate. It’s like building a gentle delusion—not to deceive myself, but simply to keep something soft and meaningful alive.
About “Unspoken Boards”—
This story didn’t begin with a second lead in mind. The kind of character I needed next didn’t seem to fit any of the BTS members. No face came to me. No voice.
So, I created someone fictional. Someone crafted only for this story, only for me. And once again, I instinctively placed Jin at the heart of it all. He’s always where my stories begin. I don’t fully know why—maybe because he’s become my quiet companion through these imagined worlds. My mirror. My voice, when I don’t feel like speaking out loud.
And sometimes... the act of writing is enough. Even if no one reads it. Even if I never finish it.
Tangalistheone
@ZoyaAhmed446 so happy you are back! I absolutely love your writing style ! And all the details and work you put behind your stories is fantastic. I am so sad you won't continue your stories...I was hooked on to them. But it's ok..may be in future you may feel that spark and write them again! For now I will read whatever you write. Pls take care of yourself and remember we love you! Wishing you happiness always ❤️
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yeobosprettybaby
@ZoyaAhmed446 authornim I'm glad your back..it saddens me that you're no longer inspired to continue the Devil Coach but it's your call.hope everythings going well on your end..
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awabelieble
@ZoyaAhmed446 Welcome back authnor nim. Somehow I can resonate with your thought about Jin. I can say I feel the same. No matter what, your thoughts and feelings are matter. I respect n appreciate for telling how you feel here. Thank you so much for sharing it with us. I believe the story you ll write will be one of the magic shop for all of us. A bunch of hug from here, n take care. I am happy to hear from you again.
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iloveJinJK
Author, when are you going to update your ongoing fic?
ZoyaAhmed446
@iloveJinJK I’m stuck in my 3D life so much that my 2D stories are starting to wonder if I’ve abandoned them
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AlishaM3
@ZoyaAhmed446 i have plot can i give you
AlishaM3
@ZoyaAhmed446 MAIN SHIP TAEJIN , JINKOOK AND SIDE SHIP SOPE AND MINIMOON
AlishaM3
Hey author will you write reader request story
ZoyaAhmed446
@AlishaM3 All these ships are part of one story? I can’t guarantee I’ll write it now, but if I do, I’ll incorporate your idea into it.
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a-zbfrihfs51654
The memory between up fic please update
ZoyaAhmed446
Thank you to everyone who reached out to me.
I know I disappeared from this platform for years. And now that I’ve returned, I’ve chosen to unpublish all my previous stories—not because they were bad, but because I no longer feel a spark for them. The passion I once had has faded.
Lately, I find myself floating between boredom and uncertainty. Life feels... unsettled. Some days I wonder if I even want to share stories at all. But somehow, I always find myself writing again—and almost always with Jin at the center.
Maybe it’s because storytelling has become my quiet escape. A world I can control when real life feels too heavy to navigate. It’s like building a gentle delusion—not to deceive myself, but simply to keep something soft and meaningful alive.
About “Unspoken Boards”—
This story didn’t begin with a second lead in mind. The kind of character I needed next didn’t seem to fit any of the BTS members. No face came to me. No voice.
So, I created someone fictional. Someone crafted only for this story, only for me. And once again, I instinctively placed Jin at the heart of it all. He’s always where my stories begin. I don’t fully know why—maybe because he’s become my quiet companion through these imagined worlds. My mirror. My voice, when I don’t feel like speaking out loud.
And sometimes... the act of writing is enough. Even if no one reads it. Even if I never finish it.
Tangalistheone
@ZoyaAhmed446 so happy you are back! I absolutely love your writing style ! And all the details and work you put behind your stories is fantastic. I am so sad you won't continue your stories...I was hooked on to them. But it's ok..may be in future you may feel that spark and write them again! For now I will read whatever you write. Pls take care of yourself and remember we love you! Wishing you happiness always ❤️
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yeobosprettybaby
@ZoyaAhmed446 authornim I'm glad your back..it saddens me that you're no longer inspired to continue the Devil Coach but it's your call.hope everythings going well on your end..
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awabelieble
@ZoyaAhmed446 Welcome back authnor nim. Somehow I can resonate with your thought about Jin. I can say I feel the same. No matter what, your thoughts and feelings are matter. I respect n appreciate for telling how you feel here. Thank you so much for sharing it with us. I believe the story you ll write will be one of the magic shop for all of us. A bunch of hug from here, n take care. I am happy to hear from you again.
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lcbeastly
Oh my goodness welcome back
chawajk
Hi author-nim! It's my first time to read your work, and I just accidentally saw "Devil Coach". I have zero knowledge and even 0 interest on e-gaming so I didn't know if this book would interest me. But I gave it a try. And I got hooked. I'm now on half of the book and I enjoyed it a lot. You write so well, it makes the images on my head move. I can feel the emotions and especially the excitement of that game.
I don't know why I wrote but I can't really help myself not to tell you how I really enjoyed reading your work. This kind of subject is not my comfort zone, but you have made it so enjoyable.
Thank you, and I'll look forward reading all your works.
Exclusivejin
will you update your books please???