Oh my God.
I did it. I actually did it. I breached the system.
It’s been three months since I disappeared, and I’m so sorry. This sounds stupid after being gone for so long, but I really am, to all of you. I’ve read most of the things you guys have left on my page and I can’t stop sobbing. This should’ve never happened. I was so careful with everything I did. Everytime things appeared in my search history. Everytime I ever came on Wattpad. You all were and still are the best friends I’ve ever had, which is kind of a depressing thought. But it’s true.
The night after I left my last announcement on march 5, my parents found out about Wattpad. They found my account. They found everything. Somehow they deleted safari off of my devices entirely. They told basically everyone I know to never let me use safari on their devices, so I’ve been without social contact this entire time. I’ve spent all of these three months trying to talk to you guys. To tell you all where I’ve been so you all wouldn’t get worried. It’s literally been my Great Depression. Right now I’m on the phone of a friend who’s literally taking the risk of my parents finding out just so I can send this.
I love you all. And I’m sorry this had to happen, but I have to leave Wattpad. Not forever. You all have my word, I’ll come back someday. But I don’t know how long that will be. Weeks, months years, whenever I can sort things out.
Thank you to all of the people who left messages for me while I was gone. And even the people who have just been there for me. You are true friends. I will never forget any of you. Please, never change. Never stop being amazing. Never stop shining. You all are the best.
Adios, queridas amigas
-Zstuckey11
