Zucko10

I just woke up from a dream.
          	I travelled back in time and I saw you standing infront of our school gate. Your hair's up in a twin ponytail, your fingers fidgeting restlessly and your lips pouted a little with dissatisfaction.
          	I guess I made you wait long.
          	
          	I saw my younger self crossing the busy road and an automated smile came up on her face as she saw you.
          	But instead of hastening her steps, she slowed down to take in everything she saw. It was as if her eyes were taking a picture of you and her brain saving the details of everything around.
          	
          	The sky was fresh after the morning rain, the plants and the leaves greener than ever and the flowers still glistened with rain drops on their petals. I feel like I could smell the sweet fragrance of the flowers anew. 
          	When my younger self saw your eyes lit up after seeing her, oh how the cells in her body held their breath, and how while breathing out, I was crushed by waves of recognition of old dreams filled with sunlight and oh, the sheer inevitability of it all.
          	
          	I tried to put my heart on a leash but like an untamed dog it chewed through the rope on a quest for yours.
          	
          	
          	Had I known back then, how our story would end, had I seen the scenes unfold like I did in my dream, would I run away from you? Would I run away from it all? 
          	
          	I know you know the answer. Love, I could never. I know how much it hurts, but I'll readily get hurt all over again if it's you. 
          	
          	
          	Life's been bleak and dark after you left. And the memories will continue to haunt me as long as I tread forward but I don't want to worry you and I would like to make you proud of me the next time we cross our paths. So, I will continue working on myself and I will become a good person. Until then, goodbye. You'll always have my love.

Zucko10

I just woke up from a dream.
          I travelled back in time and I saw you standing infront of our school gate. Your hair's up in a twin ponytail, your fingers fidgeting restlessly and your lips pouted a little with dissatisfaction.
          I guess I made you wait long.
          
          I saw my younger self crossing the busy road and an automated smile came up on her face as she saw you.
          But instead of hastening her steps, she slowed down to take in everything she saw. It was as if her eyes were taking a picture of you and her brain saving the details of everything around.
          
          The sky was fresh after the morning rain, the plants and the leaves greener than ever and the flowers still glistened with rain drops on their petals. I feel like I could smell the sweet fragrance of the flowers anew. 
          When my younger self saw your eyes lit up after seeing her, oh how the cells in her body held their breath, and how while breathing out, I was crushed by waves of recognition of old dreams filled with sunlight and oh, the sheer inevitability of it all.
          
          I tried to put my heart on a leash but like an untamed dog it chewed through the rope on a quest for yours.
          
          
          Had I known back then, how our story would end, had I seen the scenes unfold like I did in my dream, would I run away from you? Would I run away from it all? 
          
          I know you know the answer. Love, I could never. I know how much it hurts, but I'll readily get hurt all over again if it's you. 
          
          
          Life's been bleak and dark after you left. And the memories will continue to haunt me as long as I tread forward but I don't want to worry you and I would like to make you proud of me the next time we cross our paths. So, I will continue working on myself and I will become a good person. Until then, goodbye. You'll always have my love.

cupcakeofmytea

hai ✋ i'm just a random person who enjoy ur stories :) and just so u know that i truly love it "come through" cuz  how could i not when the storyline and the chemistry that u manifested in that story were absolutely amazing  (tbh i still can move on from the hn and mj character from ur story) i think i've already mentioned it in comment section on one of pages story. please dont stop writing  cuz what ur write is amazing. hope u come up with new story so i can enjoy another masterpiece of yours hehe

Zucko10

@cupcakeofmytea hi, thank you so much for loving my story. I'm so sorry, I've been busy lately. I'm preparing for an upcoming exam in May and that's really important for my career. So I couldn't find time to write. I do have some draft stories, I'll surely write when I get some time to spare ❤️
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Zucko10

'You're still in the depth of my heart and in the back of my mind. 
          You still consume the ends of my thoughts and the beginning of my dreams.
          I try not to think of you often anymore but time to time, I am reminded of you.
          Something you used to tell me or a song we used to love.
          I am reminded of your presence in my soul and the way your soft touch felt against my skin.
          Your pretty brown eyes.
          I am reminded of the hours we spent all night talking about, sharing secrets.
          You knew me better than I knew myself and I knew every inch of you there was to know, I still do.
          Do you still know me still?
          I would give up my life just to go back to the way it was before.
          I would delete every playlist to hear your laughter again.
          I would stare into an eclipse just to catch your eyes looking at mine once more.
          I would stop eating for days so that the butterflies have more room.
          I would do anything to be the one who consumes your heart again.
          Why did you pick him?'
          
          
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