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Is the reader from fire force and soul reader connected? (Asked this before reading)

It is always a good day when Naoya Inoue wins...
          WHICH IS WHY I WAS HYPED TO DROP ANOTHER CHAPTER RRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1592567127-ᗒ-chapter-9-the-spider%27s-web

So! A couple of things to talk about...
          
          1- Yesterday was my birthday.
          2- I passed my San Da (Kickboxing) test. I'm oficially one rank up. 
          
          Chapters should start dropping more consistently now that I'm no longer stressing over that, and I have gone on break from college until February. Let's see if I can lock in and write properly and some decent chapter amount from now on. Speaking of such...
          
          NEW SOUL EATER CHAPTER OUT BABYYYY
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/394187945-----│--

And with another day, comes, WHAT? That's right~... 
          
          A NEW SOUL EATER CHAPTER YEAH!!!
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/394187945-%F0%9D%90%85%F0%9D%90%88%F0%9D%90%91%F0%9D%90%84-%F0%9D%90%88%F0%9D%90%8D-%F0%9D%90%8C%F0%9D%90%98-%F0%9D%90%95%F0%9D%90%84%F0%9D%90%88%F0%9D%90%8D%F0%9D%90%92-%E2%94%82-%F0%9D%90%82%F0%9D%90%91%F0%9D%90%8E%F0%9D%90%8D%F0%9D%90%80-%F0%9D%90%86%F0%9D%90%8E%F0%9D%90%91%F0%9D%90%86%F0%9D%90%8E%F0%9D%90%8D

And I'm back, just as promised! WIth a brand-new Soul Eater chapter, as we're back to focusing on that while I write Fire Force on the background for another five chapters. Something to keep in mind, though — Chapters will be shorter in length.
          
          I found that, by keeping them at around 4-5K words and whatnot, it really helps me focus and with motivation when writing them, so I believe that'll be on the best interest for everyone here. 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/394187945-----│--

So, I thought in-length about what exactly's been going on. 
          As a couple of friends of mine had pointed out — I'm just under pressure. 
          
          I ask a lot from myself, both on personal matters, and ones as trivial as this hobby of writing. I've always expect everything I do to be well-made, and under the guise of other people, a lot of the things that I write will never be under more judgement from them, then they will from me. For that reason, I simply decided to relax, take a break, and shift my focus to something else that I could enjoy writing once again. 
          
          I've taken up on me to make an alt account, one that I have purposefully kept a secret from people on Wattpad, as for me to write smaller chapters on a bad series that I did not care if I butchered or not. I don't really plan to reveal it — If you find it, good on you, but I won't say much about it. Just know that, sitting back and writing because I felt like it, doing smaller chapters and with no pressure, was really good.
          
          I still won't be back to writing for NOW, as I plan to take up the Fire Force and Soul Eater fanfics back on the start of December. Just know that, no, I won't wipe my stories, no, I won't start from 0 again. I'll keep on writing as I was, doing what I wanted, and with the focus that I had before now that I realized how I was just under too much pressure, and asking too much out of myself. As always. 
          
          In any case, thank you for reading, and have a good day.

I'm gonna be honest, I'm not really liking the result of my stories. 
          
          I feel like I'm rushing through a lot of stuff, like I am not setting up things properly. Like both Fire Force and Soul Eater are being written "just because". Once I wiped my profile, I did so because I no longer enjoyed writing, and wasn't really having joy because of it — I still don't. I kinda did for a little while, but now things are just... Stale, I guess? I suppose it was just me being impatient and rushing blindly into shit.
          
          I'm not sure if I wanna continue that. 
          
          I love writing still, don't get me wrong. Sitting down and brainstorming things has been a passion of mine for a long time now. And since I work at a job where I am mostly alone and in my head most of the time, I can just think about stuff to make time pass by even faster and distract myself. I came up with a lot of cool ideas for other stories doing that, so I'm confident that it works. I'm not sure what I'll do. 
          
          Part of me is screaming for me to take down these books and start fresh, another one is screaming that, if I do that, it'll just be shooting myself on the foot since I just wiped my profile earlier this year. I'm not sure if I wanna do either of those things, so I do need to reflect on it. There is a lot to be done, and I'll likely follow the result that benefits me the most since, if I'm not feeling like writing, there is no writing. 
          
          I'm curious to the opinion of you all — What should I do? 
          Ultimately it is my choice, yes, but I have nearly 2.5K followers. 
          You all should at least get your opinions in before I decide. It's only fair. 
          
          Let me know, and I'll act accordingly. Until then... I'll just continue brainstorming future works so that I arrive at them with an actual concise idea, and don't end up needing to slog through stuff which ultimately makes me regret writing in the first place. We'll see whatever happens in the future, but, for now, I'll just get back to the drawing board. 
          
          Love y'all.

So, while I AM still on break, I would like to extend an invitation to y'all. Whether you just wanna hang out, talk, or interact with others and myself, you're all always welcome to join the Discord. Not just me, but also a lot of other writers in there where we're constantly chatting and helping out one another in case you're also a writer who would like to have a place of your own. 
          
          You're also welcome to ask me about past works that I've deleted off the platform and you'd like to reread. I have the majority of them saved on Google Docs form if you'd be interested.
          
          https://discord.gg/J7HPKSNQxq

It's been quite obvious with how dead-silent I've been, but I've gone into a little bit of a hiatus.
          Yeah... Sorry about that, folks, but I'm kinda of tired.
          
          Not of Wattpad, mind you, not at all. It's just that juggling work, kickboxing, the gym and college, it's been rather tiring and I had VERY little time to stop by home. My schedule should clear somewhere near March next year, but I don't plan to keep on hiatus until then, no sir. I'll write eventually, but, for now, I'll just focus on resting and figuring out how I can best deal with my situation — I'll try and recover quit.
          
          Unsure of how long it'll take me, but I'll try and rest up as best as I can. Until then, fellas, much love, and I hope you all are safe.

ANOTHER DAY, ANOTHER CHAPTER!!
          Sorry this one took me so long, but from now on, I'm fucking LOCKED IN!
           #WeAreDeviant
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1577988960-%E2%9E%A1%E3%80%8C5%E3%80%8D%E2%AC%85