hey guys! ik its been ages since ive been active, but smth happened tdy at schl and idk who to really trust enough to tell this so if anyone could just quickly read my rat and give some advice itd be really appreciated!!
ok so geting into to it, im only going say whats recent but tbf itd make the dynamics easier to understand with more context but im lazy. s im in a friend group of 7 right and i thought me and this girl whos in the group were friends right, we'll call her Red. So ive been having these bad feelings that she isnt rrealy ok w me but ive been ignoring it cuz things seem fine. but tdy in the class we share, she doesnt rlly talk to me only to a friend whos not in the fg. And at some point she gives a note to this friend and my sinking feeling gets even worse. so at the end of the lesseon i pick it up wo them seeing and read the note. And long story short, Red said im difficult to talk to, socially unaware, daaft, quiet w sum but loud w others which is annoying, and aparently im always there when she hangs out w HER fg as if its not mine asw, Red said i mansplain and talk over people. and that i have loads of other habits that tick her off. and ive been stressing abt it all day and dk what to do, icant rly afford to hink so much abt it when i have exams soon. So yh thankks for listening to my rant :0
