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Yeet

Growing up is outdated

When you finally get the confidence and you go over the question a million times is nerve racking. The walk to them goes too fast for you to prepare to ask them. Even if you practiced. When the words come out you stumble because you know what your about to say, and your embarrassed for yourself. Your voice softens to above a whisper but they understand what your trying to say or they questions you because they are confused. Youll look down at you feet or anywhere but them until you glance at them for an answer. No matter what they say the blood will drain from your face and your heart will feel like it stopped. You look for some way out because this is scary. And thats okay. Youll be more confident next time

I just posted all my best drafts.... I promise no one I will be a continuous updater. God, I deleted likdehalf my drafts because they are just so cringy... what was I thinking when I wrote those

You know, I have realized something important. 
          
          LOVE is a choice. 
          
          Think of marriage. Most successful marriages last because they chose to stay with that person. (Go ahead and ask a bunch of married people, prove me wronf)
          
          Love is not an emotion; it doesn't behave the way emotions do.

I remember in school, in the morning and at lunch, I would have to pull my attention from the door. Watching to the door for something, I never knew why I did it until I realized I was doing it. 
          
          I was longing for him to come. Suprise me one day, "Yo, I'm back." Maybe just him standing there, waiting for me to notice. Something. Just something.

Fuck hell, it's worst than that

When today is your birthday, it starts out strong but slowly descends to hell

I'm alive, stop messaging me asking that.