Vent warning!! ⚠⚠
I'm tired so fucking tired. I just wanna give up everyday. Then everyone says "it'll get better" when? Itz been fucking years. I'm trying my hardest to stay alive here. But I feel like I'm already dying!!! My sickness getz worse everyday I can't take it no more. My body is so weak I can barely walk in the morning and I can't even express how I feel. I alwayz feel like I'm left out but I can't say it because I'm that fucking pathetic I'm so tired why can't I just express how I feel. Itz annoying so annoying to the point where I cry about it in my sleep. I have no one to talk too no one cares about me not even my parents. and my siblings are too young to know I can't do fucking anything about it I'm so sick of it I just wanna end it all and be gone for good.