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Anywaysss
All of my electronics are gone, dunzooo
I'm on my mom's computer rn but it'll be rare as fuckkk
I don't think I've ever had a full on panic attack before until last night, I think it lasted for a solid 15 minutes, maybe.
Anyways, I can't wait for it to fucking happen again because the reason was because I missed you all and specifically two people because my phone is how I talked to them. My mom even threw away the tablet I've been using whenever my phone gets taken away.
The worst part is that she full on reset it to factory settings and I have never hated her more and I hated the fact I was crying every other fucking period.
I can't wait to be off "punishment". Because I'm failing classes and th4e summer is soon. I hate going outside and why can't she just pull me out of school to be homeschooled? My friend's are going to another school so if I actually get what I want and feel I need for my mental stability next year at least (homeschooling) it wouldn't make a fucking difference.