I'm getting so much hate for what I did in my past and it's killing me knowing they have no faith in change for me. They don't believe I've become a better person and learned from my mistakes, but that's what I do! I make mistakes. I'm not perfect! But I also learn from them and never repeat them again. I apologise and ask how they are and get called a bitch. I'm not triggered by this. I just pity you. That your life consists of the past and past alone. You're so full of hateful memories that your head and heart have no room for the present or future. There is no room in that dense head of his/hers for reality or possibly. Only negativity.... And I'm sorry for this just as much as I'm sorry for my past.