♡ Little Bug ♡

          Pretend you love me - Baby bugs
          
          I was just a kid but I learned much too fast
          Found the internet way too young a scar that would last
          
          And you know that I hate thinking someone else did this to me
          But I had all the resources because of your enabling
          
          And sometimes I wonder if I didn't hurt so bad
          Would I have been more lovable to my mom and my dad
          And if I went back in time to see six year old me
          Id say this shit does not get better this is who you're meant to be and
          
          I'm a monster so you say
          And I do this on purpose anyway
          I need to feel this pain so I can
          Try to crawl away when you say my name
          
          Hold me down and scream at me
          You say this is where I deserve to be
          So keep pretending you love me
          I'll believe you although you never show it to me
          
          "Wow you're such a quiet kid" they all would say to me
          Don't call me an old soul when I'm just unhappy
          You treated me like an adult when I was still so young
          
          You ask what you did wrong but you fucking knew it all along
          I know that I was difficult or that's how you felt
          But I was told that I was selfish when I needed fucking help
          
          I remember when I lied to you I ran away and hid
          you didn't have to hurt me I was just a little kid
          I was just a little kid
          And now I'm still a little kid and
          
          I'm a monster so you say
          And I do this on purpose anyway
          I need to feel this pain so I can
          
           try to crawl away when you say my name
          Hold me down and scream at me
          You say this is where I deserve to be
          So keep pretending that you love me
          And I'll believe you, I'll believe you
          
          I'm a monster so you say
          I do this on purpose anyway
          I need to feel this pain so I can
          I try to crawl away when you say my name
          Hold me down and scream at me
          You say this is where I deserve to be
          So keep pretending that you love me
          And I'll believe you but you never show it to me
          
          
          
          My fav song Atm (It changes like every 2 seconds tho)

NEW THEME (and user) CUZ I'M OBSESSED WITH BABY BUGS ATM

I just set my alarm to "death" by melanie martinez and now I wake up to "BACK FROM THE DEAD, BACK FROM THE DEAD, I'M BACK FROM THE DEAD, BACK FROM THE DEAD" It's great

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS HO'S

“Oldest daughters are some of the toughest men you’ll ever meet.”
          As an oldest daughter 
          True T^T

Does anyone from the TDI fandom wanna read my fanmade season? Cuz nobody reads it

For some reason, I'm either too nice or too mean. So today, this girl in my class & she is mad at me for some reason. I don't like her and I don't know what I supposedly did but she was mad and now I feel sorta bad even tho I didnt do anything and I hate her and she's an asshole but I still feel bad. Like wtf?? Also, about me being too mean sometimes, I'm a lil phycho and I've had several thoughts of killing that same girl.
          
          
          I need help 

Quick reminder that today's the 3rd of December and we're all still single and lonely :D

Uhhhh I just got a notification from Duolingo. its a timer (its actually going down) and it says that if I dont do my french lesson my Phone will blow up in an hour