Aalize

Quick update yalllll . So I graduated from high school and I’m in college now . I ended up being friends with benefits with my crush around January 2017 then we started dating end of that year . He a cheating asssss nigggaaaaa thoughhhhh . I’m telling you this nigga was dogging me lmfaoooo and I was dumb asab . But that’s still my boo he with me right now Lmfaooo . We good now though he saying he changed and shit but I’m like scrap if you wanna cheat again go right ahead ion care . But I love him dassss my babyyyyy . This Nigga was my crush since 7th grade and we still rocking till now almost 4 years LATERRR

Well hello I haven't been on here in a while lol. So update with my crush ? Well he isn't moving - I found out a couple weeks ago . He started dating this girl who doesn't even live in the same state as him, but they broke up so its all good. She is a little hoe so I don't care . But yeah he came over to my house a couple weeks ago and that was great :) . And we video chatted a lot - well we haven't in a while but I don't care. Ummmm we talk on the phone. Things are just good right now and he asked to spend the night but I don't think my parents trust him enough yet  I think he might ask to come over again Tuesday though  and I don't wanna jinx it or anything but I think we're gonna date each other eventually :) I'm just so happy lately

Well me and my  crush didn't talk for like 2 weeks, and then he INboxed me. And I asked him if he was ignoring me and he said he wasn't. I was happy we was talking and stuff and we even started talking in school. Today was the last day of school and I found out he's moving. I had to  leave the room and I started crying , I've been crying all day since I came home. It feels like my heart is shattered. I know he isn't gonna be that far away only like 45 mins but we don't even see each other now, besides school , so I doubt we'll see each other when he's far away. He suppose to be leaving after summer and I don't wanna make any plans with him. If I make plans and see him alot before he leaves I'm just gonna be more heartbroken when he leaves, so I might as well just stop talking to him now. Well I'm probably not gonna finish the story or whatever it is. But me and him had so many good memories together this school year, I'm crying while typing this. He is such an amazing guy.

Screw that boy I'm done writing my book. whatever we have or still have together is over. I'm not gonna be in competition with some other girl

Okay yes I need to update I know but I'm so behind in writing I don't even know where to start.

Okay so I'm currently on spring break and yeah more stuff occurred with me and him. We started talking a little which is a good thing. I need to update asap I know !! I have no motivation because I don't know if anyone actually reads it, so if you read it please tell me !! I'm nice I swear

I need to update but I'm not feeling like it. I have no motivation like is anyone actually reading it?? I also kinda forgot what happened like weeks ago, did he say hi to me last Tuesday or not ?? I don't remember  but more things happened obviously some good some not so good :/

I need to update my book but I don't feel like it but yeah. Okay so I don't know if I wrote this in the book but yeah we talked more. Since about March 5 till march 12 (Thursday night) we talked every night but last night Friday 13 he didn't message me. But back that up and he told me things like "imu" or when I asked "Wyd " he would say "thinking about you" *insert the heart eye/ kissy emojis he sent me* and the other night I said I was laying with my dog and he said he wishes he was my dog ummmmm okay. Uhhhh days ago he said we should go to the movies and yap yap. He asked if I could come over but my dad said no. Blah blah, it's now Saturday and it's like 5:17 pm and I messaged him if he wanted my phone number since he asked me multiple times already 

So my crush messaged me at like 11pm last night and told me "happy valentines day *insert red emoji*" and yeah we talked and I need to update my story thingy

Updated what happened and I'm kinda sad :/