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So this account is dead. Will be taking down all the books. The account is only here incase people come back looking for me. I am back but I am no longer on here. I am logged in so I'll get notifications when a message pops up but other than that I'm not active. DM me only. Depending on who you are I may respond. 

Tonio...?

Tonio...Please come back, we're all worried

Off and on crazy life problems will respond as time permits. I'm sorry for the inconveniences everyone.

Continuance: 
          It is the by product of my life's experiences and many painful reminders in which trigger my depression. Please everyone do not assume because you are going through certian trials and tribulations that trigger certain things within you that others, who are going through that or experience similar things are triggered by them as well. Be mindful of others and their triggers. We all have our own problems but it takes us as a community, weather it's here on wattpad, on face book, Instagram, Snapchat, Twitter, YouTube, or Tumblr; to work through our trials and tribulations and helping one another push forward on our road to recovery, healing, or self and life imprisonment. We live in a unique world, please let's keep it that way.(E)

Food for thought: 
          Everyone's struggle with their Identity is different. This as well go for their depression and often the combination where their depression relates to their Identity. Some people struggle with their gender identity because they don't have the means to be who they truly are such as affording  Testosterone or Estrogen enhancers, top or bottom surgery, and so forth. However for others, like me, it's the struggle of being who you are and being accepted by those who you love and wish to keep in your life. I am the first born of my mother's children I was assigned to male genitalia at birth. My mother absolutely refuses to accept that her "son" is not what her generation considers to be acceptable in way of my love interests. Knowing this I could never tell my mother that I have changed my name and I wish her to call me by true name. However this is not 100% of my depression. Like I said before there could be a multitude of reasons why a person could be depressed. And for one in the LGBTQIA Community it's not always about them being a certian gender. It could be acceptance, transition, or simply past experiences unrelated to their gender. It could be the struggles of life especially if the person is 18+ certain responsibilities can cause this. At any age the loss of a loved one. If the person is achieving their education, school at any stage can be depressing while causing stress. Other mental health disorders can also trigger this. For me it's a combination of all of those thing I've mentioned. But it is not because I am an Omni gendered person. I am who I am and I am happy that I have discovered who I am. (C)

I was looking through my old post on Tumblr and i found something i believe I should share with you all.
          
          PS: any questions asked about myself I will answer every one personally and individually. Those of you who know my birth name and or true name please do not use it. 

Anyone wish to fight? Not to the death just a fun friendly fight. I'm bored as hell right now.

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