Alexander🗿

I want to die i dont really have anything to make me want to life again

I feel horrible i want to kms 

I feel terrible
          I need someone to talk to
          But my friends left me
          They don't care about me
          I need someone 

I lost precious thing to me
          So I am stressing out
          I really need it
          But I don't have any strenght to look for it
          
          I need help
          I need that thing
          My parents don't want to help me
          No one really wants to help me

My parents are fighting and I heard a loud noise. I think one of them got hurt
          
          I AM FUCKING SCARED

Crying rn because I don't have any strenght to water my plant
          And I love my plant
          No one really wants to help me with watering my plant
          I am killing him just because I can't get out of bed 

I am acting like a fucking child

I'm confused-

I'm sad

Yoooo I got my first kiss