this message may be offensive
Yay a post after a day... with a lot of shit...
**Warning: Depressing Shit, Suicide shit and My life**
Buddies, i love you all. Thank you all for being there for me. I appreciate your guys support. You guys are amazing. Thank you all for the fanart. I get what i dont deserve. You guys are my family. Not friends, my family. You guys... i cant make words for you guys. You guys are too amazing. In real life, im having a lot of struggles. They blame for no reason, they stole my 30 Turkish Lira that i had to work for hours to get. My suicidal thoughts, holy shit it is a lot worse. My bullies are much worse. You cant believe,right? Well my family,you guys are a part of my life. Let me explain what haplened in these 2 weeks:
- I rarely sweared at my class. Rarely but my other classmates, they were a lot worse. They sweared more than me. They blaimed me for nothing i did. The counceler yelled at me for 30 minutes. When i got home my mum did not believe me so she yelled at me.
-I worked for 3 hours to get 30 Turkish Lira. A kid at my class just stole it. I just went to the bathroom. She stole it.
-I was at the caferia at my school. A kid said "Give me money or else i will harm you." I said "No." You know what he did? He kicked me and punched me... i went to the counceler. She called me a liar. I never lied to them.
- I took a sip from my face cleaning tonic.
- My mum always hurted my feelings calling me "Emotional spoiled brat." " Grow up and stop crying" and many many more.
- My family stopped caring about me.
i had enough. You may think this is fake or some shit but no. I will be gone until May. I know hard. If i will not return back, i might be dead.