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(This Isn't Mine. Just Wanted To Pass It On)
          	50reasons to stay alive: 
          	1. to make your parents proud
          	2. to conquer your fears
          	3. to see your family again
          	4. to see your favorite artist live
          	5. to listen to music again
          	6. to experience a new culture
          	7. to make new friends
          	8. to inspire
          	9. to have your own children
          	10. to adopt your own pet
          	11. to make yourself proud
          	12. to meet your idols
          	13. to laugh until you cry
          	14. to feel tears of happiness
          	15. to eat your favorite food
          	16. to see your siblings grow
          	17. to pass school
          	18. to get tattoo
          	19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
          	20. to meet your internet friends
          	21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
          	22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
          	23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
          	24. to see untouched snow in the morning
          	25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
          	26. to see stars light up the sky
          	27. to read a book that changes your life
          	28. to see the flowers in the spring
          	29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
          	30. to travel abroad
          	31. to learn a new language
          	32. to learn to draw
          	33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
          	34. Puppy kisses.
          	35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
          	36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
          	37. Trampolines.
          	38. Ice cream.
          	39. Stargazing.
          	40. Cloud watching.
          	41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
          	42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
          	43. “I saw this and thought of you."
          	44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
          	45. The relief you feel after crying.
          	46. Sunshine.
          	47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
          	48. Your future wedding.
          	49. Your favorite candy bar.
          	50.  The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.

_Andy_0n_Top_

(This Isn't Mine. Just Wanted To Pass It On)
          50reasons to stay alive: 
          1. to make your parents proud
          2. to conquer your fears
          3. to see your family again
          4. to see your favorite artist live
          5. to listen to music again
          6. to experience a new culture
          7. to make new friends
          8. to inspire
          9. to have your own children
          10. to adopt your own pet
          11. to make yourself proud
          12. to meet your idols
          13. to laugh until you cry
          14. to feel tears of happiness
          15. to eat your favorite food
          16. to see your siblings grow
          17. to pass school
          18. to get tattoo
          19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
          20. to meet your internet friends
          21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
          22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
          23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
          24. to see untouched snow in the morning
          25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
          26. to see stars light up the sky
          27. to read a book that changes your life
          28. to see the flowers in the spring
          29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
          30. to travel abroad
          31. to learn a new language
          32. to learn to draw
          33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
          34. Puppy kisses.
          35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
          36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
          37. Trampolines.
          38. Ice cream.
          39. Stargazing.
          40. Cloud watching.
          41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
          42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
          43. “I saw this and thought of you."
          44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
          45. The relief you feel after crying.
          46. Sunshine.
          47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
          48. Your future wedding.
          49. Your favorite candy bar.
          50.  The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.

_Andy_0n_Top_

To the person who read this,
          It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. - Andy

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Does anyone else get asked to write for a friend and they can't refuse? I just got asked to write a script, and no offense to them but the names aren't the greatest. "Hotguy" "Coldguy" I wish I could change it but I'm not going to say anything. I guess this could be fun.

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OH and I've never written a script before. They seem to like it though so far.
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noFOOKINidea

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          Hello love. 
          I am working on an Indian Psychological Thiller -  ‘CURSED HEIR’ and the first chapter is out. Would love if you read and review it. 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1494372732?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading_part_end&wp_uname=noFOOKINidea
          
          Thank you
          Aditi
          ❤️

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@noFOOKINidea OFC I'LL CHECK IT OUTTTT sounds awesome <3 Thanks darlin'
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DeadForDiAngelo

Hey how u doin

_Andy_0n_Top_

@DeadForDiAngelo I WILL DW <3 <3 You'll be the third to know lmao
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@DeadForDiAngelo tysm <3 The interviews gonna be on March 29th (Fingers Crossed)
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