No Ash you HAVE to ask this question even though you KNOW what’s gonna transpire instead of just SUCKING IT UP and telling your friends you can’t go. You know the moment she said “we’ll see” means no because you’re INCAPABLE of just completing a task.
Back to dissociating into my fantasy world bc idgaf if it’s “unhealthy” give me some friends who don’t hurt me in the end and some family that actually loves me for me then I’ll consider coming back to reality.