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I wish I could do better for you guys. I'm just going to be honest though. Nothing is wrong with me. I am perfectly fine and enjoying my life. But for some reason I can't bring myself to start writing again. I want to. I still have so many ideas and I WILL complete these stories (I just don't know when).
Not to make excuses or anything (cough cough) but I am in college. So, let me tell you how my last year has gone.
Senior year aka The most dramatic year of high school: Y'all already know how stressful that is. Grades. Prom. SAT. Applications. Graduation...
Then that summer: I was getting ready to be a freshman all over again. Tbh, I couldn't think of anything but going to college.
Freshman: First year of college y'all! Lit but hella work. You really have to learn how to balance your school work and social life here. I just didn't have the motivation.
That summer: I got my first job y'all! And I got my license! My job was lowkey a factory so if I wasn't working, I was sleeping.
This year aka Sophomore SZN: I'm really getting deep in this shit. I'm already entering my major and this year is already more serious than last. I mean, I would be here for days if I told y'all what happened just in these few weeks.
Once again... Not trying to make excuses (Scratches head).
I just thought I should say something. I owe y'all that.
I know you're waiting for me. Please hold on tight. I will not make any promises of my return being soon. Just please don't expect so much of me. I am human. A 19 year old human at that ^_^
But if it makes y'all feel better IDK whats gonna happen next in my stories either. I pretty much write as I go. LOL. Just like y'all, I want to know the ending.
I won't be writing much but I am still very active on Wattpad. Feel free to message me and send stories. I'll try to support you just like you support me.
I'm sorry. I get more and more followers everyday and I appreciate every single one of you.
~Gone but not really
Love, Ashanti
