@BThePoet I'm so sorry to hear this. I would not want to relive my teenage years for all the money in the world. They were miserable, but they passed, and I grew up. Please believe me when iItell you that this will pass; you just have to get through it. A smart A student like you I'm sure will have no problem getting into college on scholarship. It will open up new worlds for you. Best of luck, and know I will pray for you. <3 Lisa