_BleachForLunch_

Oh my god….Ashton updated???
          
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1471461146?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading_part_end&wp_uname=_BleachForLunch_

Guys. Guys guess what. 
          
          I posted a book. 
          
          You should read it. 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/370366713?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=_BleachForLunch_

I will be posting a new book soon. Nothing crazy. Just a sweet little coffee shop novela. 
          
          Nothing sinister about that :) 

The parasocial relationship some of Wilbur Soot’s fans have is fucking astounding to me. Not only was he accused of abuse, he admitted to it. And his apology was shit. He wrote songs about being an abuser, victimizing himself and we all believed he was just self-loathing. He admitted to his audience several times that his persona that is Wilbur Soot is not real. You 13 year olds fell in love with a man that is not real and never will be. 
          
          William Patrick Spencer Gold is a pathetic man who is self centered and self absorbed. He is a horrible person. As a victim of several different forms of abuse, my hearts goes out to Shelby, Niki, and any other victim of William’s abuse. I wish them all a prosperous recovery, and I hope they find solace somewhere in the world knowing that it knows how treacherous this despicable excuse of a human was. 
          
          And to the people who will continue to support and idolize William, you are no longer welcome. Unfollow me, block me; whatever you’d like. One day, you will realize how ridiculous you are for your decision. 
          
          As for myself, anything that pertains to William has been completely erased from my profile. 
          
          Thank you. 

My school is doing Newsies as our musical and I am literally so fucking excited. 

Note to self: don't do an RP where your comfort CC is sick bc it will make you sob and will trigger your hypocandria 

Hi. To anyone who may read this, I’m taking a step back from wattpad (like i’ve been super active, lmfao) as well as my other social medias. As some of you may know, my mental health has been a struggle for years, and I hadn’t realized how out of hand it had gotten until it was too late. To anyone who was affected by my actions, I’m sorry. My mental health was never an excuse for me to treat you as horribly as I did with no regard for you and your well-being. Until I can get my shit together, and learn how to manage and regulate my own emotions without the assistance of other people, I’m going to be offline. So I have no idea when I’ll come back. I’m only staying in contact with my online siblings and thats about it. Thank you all for making me smile, and giving me motivation to write as well as putting up with me the best that you could. 
          
          Stay safe, drink water, get some rest, and remember, be kind unless someone abuses your kindness. Then, brick a windshield and scream at the world. 

My grandma is showing signs of early on set dementia and for some reason, I just don’t feel anything

It’s half past midnight and I’m literally laying on my living room couch while everyone sleeps, listening to Carpe Diem and 99 Luftballons and humming along bc I can’t sing with it bc I don’t speak German or Slovenian but the songs are bops 

Lovejoy’s new EP is an absolute bop