_BlueBean_

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          	My glasses finally arrived!! But I DO have to wait till Monday to go get them sadly. I'm also sick, mostly due to my heat sickness and unhealthy sleeping patterns. I keep forgetting what day it is and my heads in so much pain but i iwll try to finally get the chapter out.
          	
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_BlueBean_

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          My glasses finally arrived!! But I DO have to wait till Monday to go get them sadly. I'm also sick, mostly due to my heat sickness and unhealthy sleeping patterns. I keep forgetting what day it is and my heads in so much pain but i iwll try to finally get the chapter out.
          
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_BlueBean_

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          So my glasses won't arrive until about next Tuesday as well as I just found out my grandma has been in the emergency room for a week with a fever over 104, they did an MRI and we still don't have results. I apologize for all the excuses there is just too much in my personal life going on right now
          
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_BlueBean_

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          So I finally got a check up on my eyes and basically my eyesight is beyond perfect but I am far sighted. Due to that reading or writing for long periods like I do causes me to get migraines and headaches. <- One of the  reasons writings gotten harder for me to do. I apologize for the way overdue chapter, tomorrow is my last day of school so after that I'm gonna try to work but probably won't do much until my glasses get here. Thank you for waiting!!
          
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_BlueBean_

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          So I had gotten about 1/4 done of the next chapter but than watt-pad went under like construction and I was locked out of my account?? I finally fixed it and will be writing again soon. I feel really guilt about not updating os I promise to make teh chapter super long <3
          
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_BlueBean_

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          Okay so what happened with chapter four pisses me off-
          I wrote for hours and it didnt save for some reason, so now I gotta re-write it
          I am so sorry for not saying earlier but I've been procrastinating because I was so mad.
          
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_BlueBean_

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          The reads or whatever for my book have gone up to 74, I know the number may be small but it actually makes me feel rather nice. My mental health has actually gotten pretty bad and I have tried forcing myself to write but nothings working. I feel rather guilty about the reads as well, due to the fact that people are reading what I'm writing and I'm not paying them back in a way? Its kinda hard to put it into words for me at the moment. Sorry everyone, I will try my hardest to update this weekend. Who knows maybe I will change my mind and make that my official like- due date? Yeah, maybe I will.
          
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_BlueBean_

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          So I took a "Pain Reliever" to get rid of the headache I had so I could continue writing chapter 3 and I didnt look at the other effect it had, and I ended up taking two. Well, turns out that "Pain Reliever" Is also a sleeping pill. So I had double the dosage of a sleeping pill and basically passed out in my chair. I'm kinda mad because I actually got over my writers block for a bit, even got the chapter planned out in my head. I guess chapter three is gonna be pretty late. Sorry-
          
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