Rhys<3

I'm back from the void with a new hyperfixation and theme :) -Rhys

bro what if i just fucking died dude? how epic would that be? -Rhys

had a breakdown about the first person I ever did a rp with (we're no longer friends bc they're convinced I lied to them) and then I opened tiktok and instead of the usual kink content (it's inescapable it follows me apparently) and mha cosplays it was a sanders sides cosplay. it was a Virgil cosplay. is this the reset I've been begging for? are things finally going to be okay again? -Rhys

started watching the seven deadly sins on the recommendation of someone who "hates anime" and it's pretty good. I'm on like the 3rd season and I definitely have some opinions but I haven't bothered to check if they line up with popular opinion yet (knowing my record they're probably controversial lmao) anyway uh thoroughly disappointed that my sister started watching it first but I think I redeemed myself by catching up to where she is in 1 day (it took her like a month and a half) -Rhys

this is either gonna make perfect sense or sound completely unhinged so hopefully this is the right "audience" for this (by audience I mean the 2-3 ppl who pay attention/ respond to my announcements. ily <3) but sometimes food tastes like dirt in a good way and I'm here for it. my carrots rn (I'm eating carrots out of a Styrofoam bowl in my bed ofc) some of them taste like carrot and some of them taste like carrot with a slight taste of dirt and it's honestly exactly how I want them to taste -Rhys

I was all set to fight with my aunt on Thanksgiving (bc she doesn't respect or care about me) and I found out today that my mother DIDN'T INVITE HER!! like she fr planned the easiest possible Thanksgiving for me. it's just me, my younger sister, my mother (unfortunately she has to be there) and potentially my favorite cousin and her boyfriend. no drama. -Rhys

my mother just asked me (literally at fucking 2:40am) "hey where's that one Adidas hoodie? the blue and grey one" I can't answer that without her getting mad at me. I burned it. I burned that shit when I was like 15. it absorbed the energy of that night. it absorbed  not only the terror I felt but also the rage and "passion" from him... anyway uh.. catch me complaining about nightmares for the next few weeks bc I can't cope with things that happened like 5 years ago -Rhys

stayed up all night watching a show bc some1 gave a review saying there's a character for literally everyone to relate to and I had to see if that was true. I related a lot to 2 specific characters. one is autistic and a lesbian and the other is mentally unstable and traumatized and she kinda takes it out on the wrong ppl. there's a nonbinary person too but they have a struggle that is unrelatable for me bc it's about being in love with a man who seems to be ace. it was only a little cringe -Rhys

hey uh remember the post from like 6 days ago where I was talking about cutting my mouth open like Jeff the killer? uh yea that's definitely still a problem in my dad to day life.. like... im gonna do it -Rhys

sometimes when you're feeling really dysphoric the answer is actually to lean into it. totally unrelated but there will probably be new pictures in my book later -Rhys