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@promise1234 i'll lsten 2 oath.. i promise. I'm so sorry Promise, you know i have alot going on rite now. I miss you soooo much. I do understand, Promise. Just remember that all those people are trash for what they did to you. You know that i'll always love you and Promise........ i'm never coming back to Lancaster. I'm sorry. I just can't be there..... I'll come visit you in about 4 months though... if im with my mom by then. I'd love to see you for Christmas too Promise. Just don't ever blame any of the shit thats going on on yourself, it's not your fault, It's mine. I'm the one that hurt myself for attention and got moved an hour away from my best friend in the world. All i can realy do is apoligize. I'm sorry about insulting you, you know you're beautiful... i just kinda lost my country, and i know thats no excuse for treating my bestie like that, just remember, that i'llalways remember you. I get a phone for Christmas, so I'll call and text you 24/7. I'll neer forget who was there for me @ 5 am, when no one else would talk....... I know who cares and who dosn't, and you do. I'll beg to call yu Christmas day........ i'm sure u can use ur minites on that. Don't be depressed beause you lost a friend... atleast you knew how to save a life..... <3<3<3<3 Know and Understand that i'll always be there for yo, even when nobody else is. You're so strong and beautiful, don't ever let anyone bring you down like i did. Talk to Elyssa, it'll take your mind off me. atleast you now for sure that she's not gonna send herself to a mental hospital.... <3 Believe it or not, I'm better. Im not cutting, im not purging. I'm HAPPY. and wanna keep it that way. IM STAYING BEAUTIFUL AND STRONG. And even though i'm not perfect, i'm a beautiful disaster. <3<3<3<3<3<3 Merry Christmas boo :)