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OMG I NEARLY FORGOT MY RECENT EX LOVES SHLATT LOL. YK THE KNOWN RACIST WHO DID BLACKFACE?

Rosea2569

@_CoinToss_ HUH???
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Oh btw ive always been into scp. ❤️

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@Rosea2569  secure contain protect aka SCP containment breach aka yes scps.
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Rosea2569

@_CoinToss_  hmm....talking about the scp thing with monster right :0?...
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Rosea2569

@_CoinToss_ waiy hold on
            i think i read it wrong.
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Do peoplr think that  diagnoses  are there for no reason... like yes this affects ny life, relationships, and even more. Not to mention pack on top of that tremendous amount of abuse. Like what the fuck am i supposed to do

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Sorry guys the way that im coping through this is talking about it and bringing it up even when i shouldn'tm so sorry if u check my wall and find me just talkinh about it. I genuinely am trying to cope with this betrayal healthily considering it is literally SOOO many people who did.

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Shifting in therians or fictionkins is not a thing.
          
          Shifting requires the following and is only present in certain disorders: amnesia, dissociation, and trauma.
          
          Can delusional people NOT follow me. I'm getting sick of this!
          
          Therian was originally a spiritual thing. Like a religious belief before it was taken over by people who don't understand what it even means to be a therian.
          
          I am for therians, but no. Shifting is not a real thing. Because it is spiritual. It is the belief that you are heavily connected with an animal. It is the belief that once you die you will reincarnate as that animal and run alongside it in nature.
          
          I'm going on mass blocking sprees or just unfollowing a ton of people. I for the life of me cannot deal with these kids saying they have DID when in reality they are delusional little things. It pisses me off.
          
          I also can't deal with dumbass kids thinking that they're "shifting" or some delusional shit oml.
          
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          I'm pro fiction; Fiction does not affect reality unless you let it, your mental health can lead to things if you let it. This has been a known fact that im proship, since like years. All of my writing is a form of darkship INCLUDING anti-omega.
          
          I'm clarifying this so that people know that this isn't the community to be hateful to those who like fiction.
          
          You can be an antishipper and still follow me, as long as you don't bitch about it. After all you are the one choosing to read/interact with me. My fictional yums should not affect you. It doesn't have to be right to you, but it doesn't mean it's wrong ❤️.
          
          Just a reminder.

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            also how is enjoying a game my groomer introduced me to bad? I found comfort in it during the time i was being groomed to watch bad things [zoo stuff] bc it isolated me and it was a game w love interests n stuff. During that abuse it was one of my comforts, even if my abuser introduced me to it. Not to mention, it was a trigger for a while, but i shouldnt let something trigger me just cuz a bad experience.
            
            Not to mention it was my comfort during the time of that abuse (the grooming), my coping mechanism. 
            
            Everyone loves victims until they're an imperfect one. (Me!!! Im the imperfect victim gais)
            
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            Adding onto this repost is: 
            
            People who are trying to claim i did horrible"" things to minors aka that shrimpo fictionkin who is contacting circus theory is talking abt the fact i called out their delusion (fictionkin) they ended up telling me to kms and slit first, i retaliated by doing the same, another kid joined in blah blah. It's old drama that's genuinely stupid CONSIDERING THE FACT I WASN'T EVEN THE 1ST ONE TO DEATH THREAT??? hmmm what else, what else... im thinking of what to day to put this to rest, and to let me heal. From EVERYTHINH.
            
            Mind you im SIXTEEN.
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            Alive, and im not making muvh of statement other than the following: i trust that this situation will not continue even if the people who are attacking me keep targeting my wall. Do not interact because I'm over the situation, and i got my medical care at a mental health place.
            
            Ive done bad things in the past. I've entrusted a old friend with what i did, i know or at least think ik what i did. It was a mistake and it's over with. It was 1 time. I am not a groomer, and my view on hypersexuality is psychological because i study it and have it. Masturbating is normal, it is important to know that and to not feel guilty.
            
            I am a victim of grooming, of abuse, of cocsa and csa in general, i would never repeat the actions of my abusers now that I'm out of my groomed mindset.
            
            I feel regret for making people uncomfortable, i feel guilty for being groomed into bad things, but i am human. Always been, always will be.
            
            The "drama" is over. It's been over ever since i took those pills.
            
            Not that my dreams will stop. I will keep on having nightmares of this, of my ex friend who tells everything i said in confidence, of my ex who fucking mentally abused me, of the betrayal. But that's a problem I'll be talking to my wall, my friend, and my therapist(s) to.
            
            oh and obviously you can check out the google slides on me. It was a mistake i talked to people about, because it was gross n shit n honestly yeah i regret it. Fully. If i didnt i wouldnt have told my ex bestie in confidence! I'm a child, a groomed child. Who has been in a groomed mindset for years without break. I got groomed recently. So ofc im gonna make that mistake thats from like year ago. That i told [ex friend] about year later.
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