_DIMI_

If one day I'll be in a situation in which I have to choose between my own and someone's life that I love so much, I'll choose that someone's life. I'm not being selfless, in fact, it's a very selfish choice for me. I'm choosing that someone's life not to save her but to save myself. To save myself from lifetime suffering of having to live a life without her, which is more terrifying than death. I'd rather die once than to live like a corpse, dying multiple times from the pain of not having her around. 

kendipopsicle

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septembersvn

Hi, loves! Thank you for adding The Eve Who Knew Sin to your reading list!
          
          Happy reading! Have a great day! <3✨

septembersvn

@_DIMI_ aww i love youuuu! <33
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_DIMI_

Thank you, Ms A! Thank you for writing your story and sharing it with us! It is really good. Looking forward po for your update!
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_DIMI_

If one day I'll be in a situation in which I have to choose between my own and someone's life that I love so much, I'll choose that someone's life. I'm not being selfless, in fact, it's a very selfish choice for me. I'm choosing that someone's life not to save her but to save myself. To save myself from lifetime suffering of having to live a life without her, which is more terrifying than death. I'd rather die once than to live like a corpse, dying multiple times from the pain of not having her around. 

_DIMI_

Who is selfish?
          
          Do the people who took their own lives selfish? Why? Because they took something from us, their lives, that supposedly part of our own? Aren't we the one who are selfish? Why would we claim something that isn't ours in the first place. They get to decide, and that decision doesn't involve staying any longer in our lives. You're hurt and felt betrayed, but try to wear their shoes and look back where it went through. Maybe then you'll realized, they too, felt betrayed by the world they thought their place. They fought and tried, and it exhausted their remaining light. They were tired and let them rest.