@Caffeinataed_me
No Didu I don't wanna lose y'all
I really don't
But I feel like I will end up hurting each one of you becoz I always end up doing just tht
N no you weren't rude
I just can't understand what's actually going on around me
It's getting me frustrated
@Caffeinataed_me
I mean everything is getting to me
I feel so worthless like I'm losing myself
I'm trying to stop it but doesn't happen
I feel so lost
I just wanna run away from everyone
Go back to the girl who didn't speak to anyone becoz people keep hurting
Those times I avoided humans so much n it was better becoz there wasn't a risk of getting attached
So I think I'm trying to block out emotions
All of my emotions
It will hurt for now but I'll get used to it