it's been a while isn't it bear?
yesterday I ran along the beach, I remembered when we got home from school with our uniforms stained with paint, I sat on the sand and allowed myself to cry. I don't listen to Gfriend's Rough, like his favorite song I remember moments I promised not to remember, silly, I know. But bear, don't feel bad, I just blame myself for losing you, for not realizing it was complicated, for understanding too late that something hurt you. I would love to let the sea show me how to take this pain, but I don't want to forget the pain that reminds me that I need to live for myself, for both of us. ♡
