hello!
i just wanna update you with my life.
i woke up today,2:59 am in my country and i was so horrified with what i dreamt. i never wanna sleep again after what happened. i can't fully expressed my feelings right now but i'll summarize it.
i remember not long before i feel asleep, i was singing what i feel and all happenings with my life lately. i have been so dramatically challenged with my whole that i ended up crying to sleep. it was joy and sunshines at first and afterwards a scene was focused to me. that specific scene made my consciousness awake and i dont and cant sleep anymore because of it. me saying this to you would sound normal but for what's happening with me through?i guess not.
a voice spoke to me, a man's voice. and he told me something that went up like this
"you had almost done all the things i wanted you to do"
and i was holding a paper that had a word on it.
chance or change.
from that scene,my dreaming me was saying things so fast that it change to another one. i cannot picture it out yet but what i was screaming the hell out of my mind was.
"PLEASE NOT YET,PLEASE!. I STILL HAVE A LOT THINGS TO DO. PLEASE DON'T DP THIS RIGHT NOW, MY LIFE IS A DISASTER AND I WANNA FIX AND ENJOY IT STILL.PLEASE!"
WHAT WAS THAT SUPPOSE TO MEAN?
I'M SCARED