Hey guys, it's ya boi. Sorry that I've not been updating things and it's not like I have a good excuse this time but I'll explain my situation a bit so that maybe you can try to grasp what I'm trying to say.
Over these past few months, I've had very little motivation to update and or write on some of my stories. Along with state testing and class finals, I've also been very stressed, to say the least. I just haven't found that motivation for writing like I once had. To be honest with you guys, I mainly used my writing as a way to express my feelings about crushes and my lows. But now my writing seems forced. Like I'm writing an essay instead of something that can be heartfelt. Along with my long absence, I've also lost how I wanted my stories to come across. I feel like my writing style has changed and for me to go back to how I wrote some of my stories to how I write now would be a major and sudden change that I feel like some people might not like.
I'm sorry that my reasons are not really good or great excuses but hopefully, I'll find that motivation to write again. Thank you to all of my followers because, without you, I probably would have given up on writing a long time ago.